Ahhh, this Life Update post is kind of out of the ordinary. On average I’ve only posted three a year and I also only post them when I need to. Because they make me feel better; to put my emotions out there.
A week ago my mom and boyfriend left me. Not together. Thank goodness, that would be one crazy life update blog post. And not forever. My mom immigrated to England for an unknown length of time – she says until one of her three kids starts popping out babas so I would say that will be, give or take, six more years – and my boyfriend went to stay on his dad’s farm for a month or so.
I am not particularly shattered about my mom leaving because my siblings are I are going to visit her in December and we have never been to England nor on a trip with just the three of us. We will be there after Christmas which means PRIME Winter sales and a white Christmas season! I cannot wait. I have never even seen snow before. I have travelled and lived in Europe though, I am not a total pleb.
Also, with our crazy techno-gadgets, it will feel like my mom has never left. And December is so not that far away at all! It is going to be one amazing experience to visit her in her new “home”.
My boyfriend being gone has completely thrown me off kilter though and I can NOT believe it! We have been together for nearly four years and the first thirteen months of our relationship was a long distance one, so we know how to be apart and all that. Now that we live together it’s proving to be harder than I thought. What a wimp! Originally I was super stoked. I was sure that I would love being alone! Choosing every single meal, having no one hogging the TV to play XBOX and watch silly UFC. And being able to blog all night, every night without someone moaning that I was ignoring them! Can’t imagine what it will be like with a child one day. Gosh.
But I am totally a Debbie Downer being all alone. I am also struggling to sleep at night, I am so used to a second body. How lame is that! I am only managing to fall asleep at around 2am or 3am each night and am so exhausted the next day. Might be time to whip out some sleeping meds?
Anyway, it’s only been three nights so here is hoping I can get out of my funk! A very non-funky funk indeed.
And, on the bright side, I can totally up my blogging game now that I have an uninterrupted internet line. Talking to you boyfriend who uses the internet for lame stuff all day long and leaving me with super lame connection at the end of the day.
Now, how is that for a boring life update? Yet I feel so much better for it. Cue the happy sigh.
Rayne XX
I had to LOL @ the BF and mom leaving you together…..yes a whole different blog post indeed. ha ha
I cannot cope when my husband is out of town. I don’t sleep…. even if I go out of town on rare occasions, I always get a script from the doc for sleeping meds. At home when he is away, I can’t take meds with having 3 kids to see to. Darn it.
Hope you enjoy the solitude though and you manage to sleep eventually. I think meds is not the worst idea. 🙂
Aw I toy get how you feel my boyfriend and I don’t live together but it’s been 3 years and we spend every single weekend together which leaves me with not being able to sleep during the week. I have resorted into taking sleeping tablets but believe me not even that helps. It’s so strange…. But being in his arms I have the best sleep ever I guess it has to do with just feeling safe and loved. You’ll get through it!
I know exactly what it’s like to be thrown off filter when the boyfriend is gone. Last week my boyfriend was on a little road trip & my life was so odd. Haha. :]
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Omg, that part about your bf and your mother leaving you, but not together, totally got me! Ha! I thought this post was going to be a little sulky (which is totally fine) but I love how sweet it was! Distance certainly makes the heart grow fonder. More wonderful reasons to look forward to the holiday season this year! 🙂
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Don’t worry the time will totally fly by… I hope. There is definitely a comfort when living with your guy even though they annoy you a ton haha.
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